This week, Jamie Ridler asks what do you wish to embrace? http://jamieridlerstudios.ca/wishcasting-wednesday-november-18
I wish to embrace my confident self. For what ever reason, I tend to lack confidence in many areas of my life. From my creative expression to my relationship with my husband to my work as a mother. Many times, I tell myself that what I create is good enough, but I'm not sure that I truly believe it. I know that I often wonder why my husband has been with me for so many years. I have to stress that this is my own issue. He has never done anything to make me think that he doesn't want to be with me or thinks less of me. If anything, he is probably one of the few people that truly loves me unconditionally. I often wonder why he loves me like he does. He is a wonderful man and is amazing as a person, husband, and a father. I just lack the confidence to believe that someone like him could love someone like me. I am the mother of 3 kids 20 1/2 months and 10 month old twins. They are the best kids, I just hope that I am doing all that I should be to make them grow and develop as they should.
I know that some where deep inside of me there has to be a confident person. I wish to find that person and truly embrace her and embrace that confidence every day of my life!
Wishcasting Wednesday has truly allowed me to think about things in my life and is probably one area where I truly write my feelings down with only a little censoring!